Today's thoughts...making changes.

A lot of things have come across my path in the last few weeks. My past, my present and my future. I've been very blessed to have some friends that have helped me along the way, and I've been extremely blessed to have my family by my side. But there's a few moments where I haven't been sure how I felt about things in my life.

And I've noticed, it's funny how a song you heard before that you didn't think about until the moment you needed, was there. What is this song? It's called The Monster, by Eminem ft. Rhianna. And I couldn't figure out what it was about the song that I wanted to keep hearing, until I broke it down and looked at the lyrics of the song.

The lyrics that struck me so much, go as follows...

"'Cause I need an interventionist
To intervene between me and this monster
And save me from myself and all this conflict
'Cause the very thing that I love's killing me and I can't conquer it..."

And as hard as it is for me to tell people how I feel about things, that's kinda it. I mean, I love the whole song, and it's a great song that makes me think about things, and makes me have an aha moment when I'm listening to it. You should check out the song and watch the vid on youtube. I mean...it's Eminem. It's a little strange, but that being said, it's a really good song, one that you should check out.

It's been a really messed up last couple of weeks for me. I've learned who my real family and friends are, and learned how much of a blessing and amazing man my husband is. I really do have an amazing support group that ranges from my neighbors to my family and friends, and am extremely blessed and lucky to have what and who I have in my life.